


Left-Handed

by Sismyn



Category: Roswell New Mexico (TV 2019)
Genre: Blood, Canon Compliant, Coda, Fix-It, Gen, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2019-05-29
Updated: 2019-05-29
Packaged: 2020-03-26 18:48:36
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Chapters: 1
Words: 5,040
Publisher: archiveofourown.org
Story URL: https://archiveofourown.org/works/19011730
Author URL: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Sismyn/pseuds/Sismyn
Summary: Four times Michael lied about his hand and how the fourth time leads to a lot of truths. First 3 are pre-pilot, fourth is post 1.13.





	Left-Handed

i

The first time Michael lied about his hand, it was still bleeding, and the pain of what had happened didn't matter compared to the way Isobel was looking at them as they manhandled corpses.

The first time he lied about his hand wasn't because he was asked about it, it was just a convenient prop.

Michael invented something that sounded like him. The important thing was that Isobel thought it was him. Max knew he was lying, tried to stop him from taking the blame for her, but what was the alternative?

The disappointment on her face had to hurt less than the self-loathing she'd feel if she knew the truth.

* * *

ii

The second time Michael lied about his hand, it was done bleeding, and he had just finished getting the taste of his belt out of his mouth after re-wrapping his hand. Max had brought him breakfast in a brown paper bag.

"You were lying," Max had said, staring at him.

"She didn't need something else to have PTSD about," Michael snapped.

"Not that. Your hand."

"No I didn't," he said stubbornly.

"Then who did you fight?"

He had the feeling Max was going to try to avenge him or something, and Michael didn't have the heart to sic his brother on anyone. So he invented something more believable. "A carburetor. It was a junkyard accident." He practically lived there, after all.

Max reached out. "Let me--"

"No," Michael said, hiding his hand away with a snarl, and Max recoiled. He took a deep breath before he continued the new lie. "I already had to fill out paperwork, what the hell do you think will happen if it's magically cured?"

He held up his hands and relented.

* * *

 iii

The third time Michael lied about his hand, it had set gnarled, and there was no going back. It'd never lie flat, and it'd always hurt. His mind would never quiet. Fine. He needed the reminder.

Alex had gone to war again, left him behind again, put himself in danger again, and Michael preferred not to be aware of that.

Max had to get Michael released from the drunk tank.

"Isobel thinks you've been spiraling because of what happened," Max said as he pulled him from the cell. "But it wasn't you, so what is this about?"

"It's nothing. It's just, it's just a bender. Leave me alone." Michael was still too drunk to push him away. It was the first time he was too slow to hide his hand when it clenched in pain and too slow to throw the walls up in his mind to keep his siblings from feeling it.

"Jesus, Michael!"

Though he forced his way out of the station, Max caught his arm outside and looked more closely, Michael helpless to pull out of his grip.

"This wasn't a carburetor. This was an act of violence. What happened?"

The concern and anger in Max's eyes wasn't enough to pry the truth out of him, because all he could think about was how Alex was on the other side of the planet and how the acetone and bourbon made an unholy union in his veins.

So he lied a third time, perhaps not as well as if he'd been sober, and he patted Max's shoulder. "You're right. I didn't think you'd believe me, but... it was _la chupacabra_. You should be proud of me. I saved a goat. A whole herd of goats, Max."

"Michael--"

"Bye, Max!" Michael said, ignoring how he stumbled down the sidewalk.

Annoyingly, his sober brother caught up. "Please, I want to help."

"You can't. Not with this." He did allow Max to usher him to his jeep and drive him to the Airstream.

"What _can_ I help with?"

"I don't need your help," Michael said through his teeth. "I don't _want_ your help."

He pushed the door open before Max could keep talking. He slammed the door of his trailer.

* * *

iv

The fourth time Michael lied about his hand, it no longer bore the scars, but it still hurt. It ached in a way that could only be described as a burning in his soul.

Everything was burning lately, and he was still lying.

Lying to himself if he thought he could be okay kissing Maria. If he thought he could sit there and play guitar with his shiny new hand and not think of Alex.

Lying to himself if he thought Maria wouldn't notice.

When he finally sat beside her after putting the acoustic back up, she smiled at him kindly and picked up his hand. "You found something that worked. That's great. Where did you go?"

The fourth time Michael lied about his hand, he faltered. "No, I-- it's not-- it's--"

Maria's smile fell as he struggled for an invention.

He couldn't even sell his excuse. "It's makeup?"

Unlike Max, she was a human lie detector. Not that it was a good lie in the first place. "Michael..."

"I'm sorry," he said instantly, "I never really wanted it healed."

She was the last one who didn't know, but her concern for her own mother was clear on her face, and Michael had known that same concern for an entire minute before it turned wholly into grief. He had to give her something.

"Max did it before I could stop him."

Now she was confused, but she turned his hand over. "Max?" she said skeptically. "Max Evans? Liz's Max?"

Michael nodded. Shock was creeping up his throat; the last twenty-four hours was finally catching up to him.

Maria, for all the questions clearly swirling around in her head, asked one. "Can he help my mother?"

"I don't know," he said honestly. "He's never been able to heal Isobel's PTSD, but he's on a power trip with this shit."

His shiny new hand was shaking, and Maria closed his fist once she nodded. "Can you tell me more?"

The fear leaked out of Michael and permeated the air like humidity. He swallowed thickly. "I don't want to lie, but it's not just my secret to tell. I have to talk to them first."

He knew Maria wouldn't sell them out, not in a million years, but he wasn't going to make any more unilateral decisions about the three of them without the three of them.

"Okay," she said. She re-crossed her legs. "What _can_ you tell me?"

Michael looked down at the fist he hadn't pulled away. "Jesse Manes broke it in high school," he whispered. "With a hammer."

"Je-- _Shit_." She rubbed her forehead. "No wonder you and Alex have issues. Christ, Guerin."

"It's not Alex's fault," Michael said automatically.

Maria wouldn't touch him now. Was that pity in her eyes? "Of course not, but Alex blames himself for every awful thing his father has ever done to anyone. _Even_ to Alex."

The implication being that Alex thought he deserved the abuse that was piled on him. He deserved so much better. Better than Michael and his mess, that's for sure.

"I don't... I don't want to talk about him right now."

Besides, thinking of Alex only reminded him of the last couple times he'd seen him: after he was stabbed and bled out and brought back; after he lost his mother and the other survivors from the crash; when he walked away because he let slip he wanted to leave the planet...

She turned away with a light scoff. "Whatever. Talk about something else, then. Why are you all... panicky now?"

Is that why it was so cold in the bar? Michael crossed his arms tightly. "I found and lost my mother yesterday."

Maria stared at him in the mirror for a moment before she reached over the bar for Michael's favorite alcohol to steal from her. "I am so sorry."

A shudder ripped through him and Michael buried his head in his arms on the counter before he could start gross-sobbing. If he wasn't careful, he'd lose control like he did when he threw Max through his doors last night, and then he'd have to explain. He didn't want to hurt Maria or her stuff.

As he gasped into his sleeves, she leaned close to pull him in to a hug, like he'd done for her all those months ago. "Breathe, Guerin, come on. I got you."

Slowly, the waterworks stopped, and Maria poured water into a glass instead of the alcohol. Even the disappointed noise Michael let out sounded pathetic.

"Drink it. My turn to talk." She glared until he put it to his mouth. "I like you. I know, I was surprised, too. But. I love Alex. And I think you can understand that since you do, too."

His protest caught in his throat. He'd said it himself that morning to Isobel. But Maria held up a hand to keep him from interrupting.

"What I would want from a relationship right now, Michael, is a partner, someone I can count on, and maybe you could be that person, but that's not what _you_ need. And that wouldn't be fair to either of us."

"What do I need?" he asked, lost. He finished the glass of water.

Maria took out her phone and opened her contacts. "You need friends and support. You need time to grieve." He watched her scroll down to tap on _Cap'n Alex_ , and he wasn't sure if he wanted her to press call or not. "I can be your friend if you want, but we _really_ can't kiss or hook up anymore. It was fun, but it's not worth it. We can't hurt Alex."

No, they couldn't do that, she was right. "Can't hurt Alex," he mumbled with a nod.

"I _can_ call him and ask him to come get you. I'm assuming he'll be easier to talk to because he already knows things, doesn't he?"

"Yeah, but--" Michael shook his head. "Don't bother him. I'll get myself home."

Maria watched him again, and he suspected she was doing something psychic. After a minute, she tapped "call" on her phone and held it to her ear.

"No, don't, he's probably busy--"

She ignored him. "Hey Alex, you busy?" she asked brightly. "Just waiting for Michael, really?" Maria turned a scowl on him, who recalled vaguely that he'd told Alex to come back and they could talk.

"Sorry," he choked out. "Yesterday I only said tomorrow."

"Well, why didn't you set a time?" She smacked him lightly with her notebook. "Honestly, think it through. Listen, Alex, Michael is here at the Pony."

She paused as Alex asked her a question.

"I guess he's as okay as someone who just lost their mother can be. I think he's in shock." Her tone became imperious. "Come get him."

Alex asked her something else, and she looked at Michael. He was slumped so low, his chin was on the counter. "Do you want him to come get you?"

He was afraid that all he'd be able to see was Caulfield, but maybe it was time to learn how to land more softly. "If-If he doesn't mind."

Maria changed his answer to, "Yeah," and waited a moment. "Okay, see you soon, Alex."

She put her phone down and walked around the bar. Maria found a clean towel and dampened it. She offered it to Michael. He immediately dropped his face into it and rubbed the towel down his neck.

"Thank you," he said. "I don't... I never really had friends beside Max and Isobel."

"You do, now," she said, patting his cheek. "Promise me something. Promise me you'll do your best to work it out with Alex."

He nodded slowly. "I promise, but he doesn't always want to try."

"He was waiting for you. You're important to him, Michael." She took his shiny hand again. "He was never happier or more hopeful than when he was talking about you."

Michael found that hard to believe, so he put his head down again with a groan. If he'd been waiting at the junkyard, Alex wouldn't be long arriving. "What if we don't?" he asked the counter.

"What if you do?" Based on her voice, she was leaning right in front of him. "Think positive, Guerin. For as long as you can."

He sighed and sat up. "I'll try. And I'll ask Max if he can try to do his thing for your mom."

"Thanks." The front door opened, and Maria whistled after a moment. "Looking good, Captain!"

"Hi, Maria. _Please_ don't call me that."

Michael turned and had to agree that Alex looked good. Well, he would have, if his breath hadn't caught. Good lord, that leather jacket, those jeans, Alex's face -- worried. He frowned. That's not what he wanted to see.

His hand was comfortably on his arm before he knew it. His voice was gentle. "Hey, you all right?"

Michael considered lying again. Maybe then his face wouldn't look like that. Behind him, Maria coughed. "No," he said miserably.

"You want me to drive you home?"

He nodded and pulled the towel from his neck.

"Thanks, Alex," Maria chirped. "Don't be strangers."

"No problem," Alex said. "Can you walk, Guerin?"

Michael stood carefully, half expecting his legs to buckle under the weight of everything. He picked up his hat. "Yeah."

Still, Alex lightly pressed a hand to his back to help guide him to his car. "What about your truck?"

"It's fine."

He nodded and opened the passenger door for him. When he went around and sat behind the wheel, both buckled in, he asked, "Ready to go?"

"I want to talk to you," he blurted out.

"Right now?"

"All the time." Michael hid his hands between his thighs. "When we get there. Things keep happening, Alex. I didn't mean to make you wait."

Alex drove out of the Wild Pony lot and headed back to the Airstream. "Maria's right, we should have set a specific time. But you did run out before we had a chance."

He groaned as that came back to him. He was sort of trying to repress the entire previous day. "I'll explain when we get there."

"Guerin, I understand if you would rather wait. Caulfield was a lot, and I'm sure whatever else happened last night wasn't great either. I'm not going to hold you to talking about it right away."

"I want to," he said stubbornly. "I can't lie to people anymore. I want to talk to you."

"Okay. I want to talk to you, too."

As the car pulled up alongside the lawn chairs, Michael got impatient. "Alex, I need to tell you. I do love you. I am a miserable liar. I just wanted to get you out of there."

He parked and took his keys out of the ignition. "I wasn't going to leave without you. I meant what I said." He took a deep breath. "I love you, too. I can't stand to see you hurt, and I can't-- I can't imagine living in a world without you on it."

All Michael could do for a moment was blink. "You meant it?"

"Yes, Guerin."

"You weren't just-- just telling me what I wanted to hear to get me out?"

Alex frowned. "No, I was telling you the truth."

"But before, you broke up with me. Because of the copper."

He leaned back against the headrest. "My dad was there, at the drive-in. Got into my head again. The copper wasn't the reason, just the easiest excuse." Alex glanced at Michael's hand, still shoved between his legs.

"Did he threaten you?"

"He can't threaten me anymore. He threatened _you_. I can't stand to see you hurt," he repeated emphatically.

Oh, if he didn't get out of the car, he was going to kiss him, and he still had a lot to say. Michael pushed open the door and dropped into his favorite chair. "Come out here."

In the sunlight, with some of his shock having dissipated, he could really appreciate Alex's outfit, and he did so for the time it took for him to sit beside him, prosthetic at a slight angle. Michael couldn't help but reach out and touch the jacket like it was Chris Evans' shiny pecs and he was Hayley Atwell. "You look hot."

"It is kind of warm," he said mildly.

"Fuck _off,_ " Michael said, sinking down into his chair.

Alex caught his hand and offered a smile. "Thanks. I'm trying to see myself again."

Michael trapped his hand to his chest. He might refuse to ever let go. "I don't even know what you're talking about, seeing your dad in the mirror. He's got nothing on you in the looks department."

"That was a metaphor."

"I don't like it. You're cute," he said bluntly.

Alex ignored the compliment. "Kyle was looking at some of the security tapes last night. Turns out my dad pushed his dad into that cell."

"I don't follow."

Alex gently pulled his hand away despite Michael's huff of protest. "If I had the chance, I'd do the same to him. In a heartbeat."

"That's not even remotely the same."

"Why not?"

"Because context matters, and you're not an entire bag of dicks. Why'd he push in Valenti's dad?"

"He was trying to shut Caulfield down, probably."

"And why would you want to push your dad in?"

"Because he's a genocidal, bigoted dickbag."

"Sounds valid to me." Michael stole Alex's hand back, and Alex stared down at the contact. He suddenly picked up Michael's left with a gasp.

"You let Max--"

"I didn't _let_ Max do shit," he said quickly. Although, if he'd known Alex was going to treat his shiny new hand like it was holy gold... "He just did it. Gonna have to remind him later he doesn't get to make decisions for us."

"But it works?"

Michael curled his hand around Alex's to demonstrate, even as his brain told him his fingers wouldn't bend that way. "Better than it did. Maybe I was just used to it, maybe it still hurts, I'm not sure. I got to play guitar for a couple minutes at the Pony, though."

"That's good, isn't it?"

"I guess," he said. Alex pressed a kiss to his knuckles, eliciting a shudder from Michael. "Yeah, yeah, it's good."

"Good. You want to talk about what else happened yesterday?"

His brain clicked into Caulfield automatically. "Fire," Michael mumbled, sinking down even farther.

"Hey, hey, you don't have to, come on." Alex tugged him back up gently, partly because the angle he was at didn't lend for much strength.

"Want to. Just, I didn't know I could miss my mom. I didn't _know_. Did we do normal family stuff before the crash? Did she put us in the pods and hide us? Set a timer for fifty years? Did she--" His voice broke.

Alex squeezed his hand. "She loved you."

Great, he was going to cry again. "I wanted to grow up with her. What the hell happened that I wasn't allowed that?"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry," he said, embracing him as best he could as Michael sobbed. He didn't know how to comfort him when the blood of those who murdered them ran through him, too. "I'm sorry, Guerin."

"It's not your fault!" He pushed at Alex, but not hard enough to get him away. "It's mine. I broke the glass. I set it off. I killed my mom, I killed all of them."

"No. _No_. You couldn't know what would happen. Anyone would have done the same. It was the government, my father did that."

"Your dad was there?" Michael said blankly.

Alex shook his head. "I sent him to Niger. He shouldn't be back for a while, and then he's transferring away from Roswell. My brother Flint _was_ there, though."

"Your father should stay the hell away from you," Michael muttered. At last he seemed to be calming down, but he was also rebuilding walls in the blink of an eye.

"Staying away from all of us is the idea. He deserves far worse for what he did to your family."

"Yeah. And you're my family, too. If he ever touches you or gets in your head again, I'm gonna kill him," Michael said flatly.

"It won't come to that, but I appreciate your protective violence. Speaking of which, what _was_ all that blood from last night?" Alex eyed Michael's neck pointedly.

"I only died a little," he offered, and Alex flinched. "See, that's why I didn't tell you."

"What happened?" was all he could get out.

"You know how Noah is a giant ass wipe? I was trying to get him to the antidote he stole so he wouldn't die, and he stabbed me with a broken syringe."

"He stabbed you in the neck and there was that much blood?"

Michael waved his hand dismissively. "I'm fine."

"You-- You literally died. Oh my god."

"No, I'm fine. Hello. Max healed me. All good."

Alex pulled Michael and the lawn chair over into a tight hug. "You're not fine, stop trying to reassure me. Maybe you're physically okay, but Guerin, you've gone through a lot."

"If you want me in your lap just say so," he said gruffly, though he returned Alex's grip in the hopes it'd prove he was still alive. "Really, it's not that bad."

"Don't. It _is_ bad, but you survived it. And why did you leave after you got here?"

Finally released, Michael leaned back into his chair and crossed his arms. "Because you're delusional if you think you look anything like your dad."

Alex rolled his eyes. "Guerin, please. It was a psychic thing, right?"

"Because Noah was torturing Max. I went and stopped him long enough for Max to kill him. Then he healed my damn hand because he's out of his mind. No more living in the past, Michael! Consequences be damned."

He took a moment to digest that. "So yesterday, you found and lost your mother, you witnessed a genocide, you bled out and got brought back, you witnessed your siblings being tortured by your brother-in-law, you witnessed your brother _kill_ your brother-in-law, and you experienced a radical change in one of your limbs. You don't think that's a lot to go through?"

"I dunno, I think I just ate too many of Valenti's protein bars." He picked at the plastic of the armrest. Before Alex could reprimand him for minimizing again, he said, "And this morning we found Noah's hidey hole."

"Yeah?"

Michael looked up. "He had Rosa's body in his pod this whole time."

Alex sat up rod straight and his knuckles turned white where he gripped the chair. " _What_?"

"He stole her corpse and put it in his pod." He looked back down.

"The hell. Does Liz know?"

"Tomorrow. It's too much."

"You can acknowledge that it's too much for Liz but not for you?"

"I'm not Liz."

Alex pinched the bridge of his nose. "You've been working with Liz. You know she's not exactly delicate, Guerin. It wouldn't take her to her breaking point, but you're already way past it."

Michael said nothing. He'd already reached that conclusion when he telekinetically launched Max through his doors without meaning to last night. Instead, he frowned at Alex, who was all concern and worry. "Will you stop making that face?"

"No." But he at least sat back. "God, we all need a ton of therapy."

"Yeah, you know any who won't chuck us in a psych ward forever for talking about being aliens?"

"Well," Alex said, thoughtfully tapping his chin. "I could probably induct one into Project Shepherd if there isn't already one on staff. I think the project might be slightly bigger than I initially thought."

"Oh, good, so I wouldn't get chucked into a psych ward, just into one of those tiny little cells. Cool."

"I will _never_ let that happen." He leaned over to touch Michael's arm. " _Never_. Not to you, not to Isobel or Max. I swear."

"Okay, Alex." His look was intense, and if Michael ever believed anything Alex told him, he believed that. He reclaimed Alex's hand and told him so. "I believe you."

"Good." Alex looked him over. "Have you eaten anything since yesterday?"

Michael humphed. "I'm full up on guilt."

"You have to eat. Start small. Come on, you got food?" He pulled himself out of his chair.

"I dunno." Michael followed hurriedly.

Alex examined the contents of the Airstream's fridge. It was pretty bare. "Beer," he announced, what was left of Michael's six-pack before they left for Caulfield the only thing in the fridge.

"That works." Michael held out his hand, but Alex shut the door.

"No, it doesn't. Why don't you have any food?"

He shrugged and opened a cabinet. "Haven't been shopping. Stopped pawning copper and shit." Alex's mouth dropped open at that, but Michael waved at the shelves. "I do have crackers."

"All right. It's a start." As Michael took the box of Ritz down, Alex fixed them each a glass of water. They sat on the bed. "You think you can handle anything more substantial? I'll order something if you want."

He stared at the cracker he had in hand. He felt like his stomach was curdling just looking at it. "I'm not even sure I can eat this."

Alex put his arm around his shoulders. He was holding Michael in, holding him together. "Take a bite, and if you still don't want it, stick to water."

"I don't..." He put the cracker back in the box and leaned into Alex. "Alex, I don't want to be a person anymore."

"Why not?" he asked patiently.

"Hurts. Hurts a lot. Hard. Miss you when you're gone."

"I'm here. I'm not walking away again. I'm going to help you, okay?"

"Even if I went to the Pony to kiss Maria?"

"You're not going to push me away, either," he said dryly. "Yeah, I'm annoyed at that, but I'm going to ignore it for now because, like was said, you've been through a lot."

"What if all I want to do now is kiss _you_?"

Alex leaned his forehead against Michael's with a sigh. "Another time, all right? When you feel better. Not yet. I'm not going anywhere in the meantime."

"I _would_ feel better--"

Alex pulled away just enough to press his lips to Michael's forehead. "Trust me on this, okay? You need time to process. You shouldn't be making any big decisions right now."

"I don't want to process. I want to forget the fire happened. I keep... I keep seeing her face."

"Your mom?" Alex asked.

Michael nodded into his shoulder. "She showed me what we looked like when I was little. Before the pods. My mom was always so pretty."

When his voice cracked, Alex ran a soothing hand up and down Michael's back.

"Wh-What if Max and Isobel's parents were there too and they never even got to see each other?"

He didn't have an answer for that. Instead, he told him, "There might be information on the hard drives we stole, but it won't be pleasant no matter what we find. Me and Kyle were going to go over them today."

"What do you mean, no matter what?"

Alex looked at him steadily. "Either we find information on their parents or we don't. They were in Caulfield, they didn't make it to Caulfield, or they were never on the ship."

Michael rubbed his temple, his breath catching. "I don't... I don't want to think about that. Can you just hug me again? Please?"

He put his arms around him again, offering as much comfort as he could. "Okay, I got you." After a couple minutes, Michael's breathing evened out again. "You do need to eat, Guerin."

He groaned into Alex's chest and tightened his arms around his waist. "No. Not moving."

He waited a few more minutes before he said, "Guerin--"

Michael pulled away like he was burned and shoved his head between his knees.

"Hey, what is it?"

"Disturbance in the Force," he mumbled. More pain hit him and Michael attempted to squeeze his head between his hands. "Max, _no!_ "

He finally looked up at Alex, livid. Something else for the shitlist, he guessed. "What did he do?"

Michael stood shakily and headed for the door before he realized that his truck was still at the Wild Pony. He turned frantically. "God dammit. He-- Rosa-- I can't feel him anymore, Alex!"

Alex fished out his keys and led him to his car. "Where?"

"Head for the turquoise mines. I'm--" Another wave of pain made him knock his head into the window with a hiss. "I'm gonna _kill_ him."

Alex could put two and two together. Max was no doubt trying to resurrect Rosa. " _Can_ he actually heal her?"

"She's been dead for a decade. He _shouldn't_ , which I told him two damn hours ago." Michael slammed a fist into his thigh. "Max you selfish alien Jesus if you leave me and Isobel alone on this goddamn planet--"

Alex found his hand without taking his eyes off the road. "You're not alone."

Michael squeezed his hand, the grounding effect instant.

"Can you feel him?"

The pain subsided and washed back over him like tides. If Max was alive, all he was feeling was that pain, strong enough to hit him for this long. Isobel had to have it worse. "I don't think so. He can't do this to us. We just got Isobel back. They can't switch off pulling this bullshit. I'm not, I'm not going to survive it."

As if enough hadn't happened to Michael in the last day. Alex was going to do his damnedest to make sure it didn't get worse. He parked beside Liz's rental, Max's jeep opposite. Michael nearly fell out in his hurry to get to his brother.

At the same time, Isobel's sleek little car pulled up beside them, and she left it running, looking distraught and going to Michael automatically. They stuck together like magnets and went into the cave.

Alex turned off his car and took care of Isobel's as well.

He didn't know what they'd find, but he knew he'd be there for them. For Michael.

**Author's Note:**

> Michael should not be in any kind of relationship right now. Ask me about the joke I didn't include in order to keep it rated T.


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